DannyScript

For all those who’ve felt this way before, maybe this poem is the voice of your thoughts 💭.

Dear Crush..

The things I feel for you, I really wish they would just go away, but they won’t – So here I am, still wishing.
I wish I  would wake up one day and your flawless face would be a long distant memory, but no, images of you are plastered all over the corridors of my mind.

Anything, just anything, triggers them..
These feelings.. These overwhelming emotions.. Just when I finally think I have them under control, a memory of some precious moments we shared just comes along to awaken them.

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Just when I think I’ve tamed them, the wind of your name blows softly around my heart, and all the strong desires I have for you comes rushing back.

Trust me, since you told me I couldn’t have you, I have tried all I can to bury you in my past, and let how strongly I yearn for you fly past like a fleeting lust – but no, these urges won’t be so easily blown away, for they were way beyond that.

I have tried so hard to be mature and look the other way, and at least try to live in a reality without you, believe me, I have tried – and I can’t lie to myself, it’s just not working.
I don’t know how to get over you, I don’t even know if I want to.

Also, just so you know, anytime I try to get over the sight you are to behold when I look intently at your pictures, you take a new one, and of course, put it up without me in mind – but just so you know, seeing how you look today resurrects my desire to have things my way; to make you mine for always.

And the chaos of all is when I bump into you in some hall, or the mall, or just anywhere at all; I get to see you and my heart is reminded of why it’s ever truly wanted you.

Dear Crush, my mind wants to quickly forget you and move on, but I am still here musing over you, because evidently, my heart is not in a rush to fixate his gaze any other but you… Dear Crush…